Autism, Chapter 1

On today’s post i will be sharing about my mental condition that’s crippling me from socializing : autism.

I‘m on the Asperger‘s spectrum personally. Been diagnosed with it last yea by my psychiatrist. I have a black and white thought process which means everything in life is either or for me. I can see only 2 shades and no grey areas for me.

Thence why with it, I’m suffering from social anxiety, phobia and awkwardness. I hate having to break the ice with perfect strangers which is why offlin, I can only socialize with professionals from all walks. They’re harmless to me. I can‘t see any enjoyment in interacting with random strangers on the stree. And a last thing today about it : everything I do in life has to have a meaning, purpose and reason behind it. I’ll detail further my own symptoms with this mental illness that’s affecting my ability to socialize offline.